A new post at last

This is a funny way to start but this chapter begins here and may not go on to long though I intend to live forever.
Things change in life, old certainties fade.
New rough ideas take hold and the world stays the same around you but you become a different person.
Or vice versa.
The surface between internalization and externalization plus whether forces are pushing in or out is an ever changing constant.
The last 2 years have been as challenging as anyone could want them to be and one keeps learning about human nature.
One also learns that ones attitudes are pressed, squashed and directed by forces outside our control.
Also that no matter how strong one makes one mind the inbuilt game limitations prevent a winning strategy by sheer persistence alone.
One grows tired and more so as one progresses in life.
Nonetheless no pain no gain and pain only comes by applying oneself.
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I have a number of goals which if I had leisure and time I would slowly accomplish.
Not so now.
Goals are to be merged, manipulated and worked on in short segments with constant repetition, where possible.
Once achieved they will be listed and chucked into a vast repository unlikely to be retouched